I cannot count the times that anxiety, stress, or any other feeling that invades
me makes me run for artificial sugar, there is something about that first sip or
bite that makes everything around me glow, after I am done, all the knowledge
I have about the poison I ingested comes rushing in me and the guilt settles in
and yet sooner than later, all is forgotten and I will go on repeat mode.
This a a war most people encounter, after all, what is sugar good for? 5 seconds
of a moment? What about all the other minutes, hours, days…. Are these 5 seconds
worth loosing for time itself?
I am still at war with my desire.